Speaking of mirrors.

As far back as 10 years ago I remember looking in the mirror and not liking what I was seeing. A year before is about when I started noticing chemtrails and asking myself wtf. I already knew about the NWO as far back as 85 and that all goverment were pretty much dirty little habitual liars.

So why wasn't I liking what I was seeing?

That haunted look in my eyes and the haggard look of my demeanor that stared back at me.

It was because I didn't like what I was seeing in myself, although I couldnt nail it down. In the long run it turns out it was a whole lot of stuff I did not like. I knew that I had to change stuff about me and that it was not going to be over night or even over a year.

Some of the changes had to do with health. Some had to do with past acts I did, even stemming back to childhood. Some had to do with conditioning from society. As well as other reasons. Over the course of time I have been able to clear out alot of crap to the point that I can stand to look at myself for alot longer period of time in the mirror.

I also know though, that I still have alot of crap to still sift through, before I am self satisfied.

One paradox I have encountered is big picture says you shouldn't judge, But I had to judge myself in order to conclude what action to take. Or some of these posts that I throw up here I comment on them...thus judging them.

So I guess that is an area I still need to work on in regards to sorting out myself...in the mirror.

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